What more do I have to live for? My mom ignores everything I say, My dad hates me, All the guys at school treat me like I'm some 5 cent whore, My friends pretty much blow me off. I think I am destined to make that final slash and fade to black. I'm scared, I dunno what to do. I had a massive Anxiety attack at skool today and my grandma promised she'd come get me. Instead I was stranded there the entire day. I can't stand these "Anxiety attacks" I can't stand to cut anymore. I know that i am going to get caught again. My mom will have me locked up if I get caught....... my life sux so bad...... I want to so badly give into the urge of cutting. I want some one to save me from this fate. but i doubt that will ever happen...... I need a sign something to tell me what to do