Feeling: neurotic
William and I have decided that I'm having an anxiety attack for some reason. While, it's not a completely unknown reason, it's a crazy reason. I mean, it makes sense to be a little nervy about the "we need to talk" thing..but .. I didn't do anything did I? I mean, I shouldn't be this nervy..I'm so sick to my stomach right now..it's crazy..I mean..I didn't say anything bad or mean..all I said was that I'm confused by her..and now I'm so scared that it's gonna be the "we won't work" kinda of "we need to talk"...oh....I'm NERVOUS.....bleeeeh...
hugs you I hope things work out. This thing it making my comment be short and that's angry, but... bleh, nevermind, I can't say it all here, hold on
sorry. now, I wouldn't necessarily take this as a bad thing just yet. I'm not sure exactly what happened, but the important thing to remember here, is
gah! That, the fact that you feel so afraid right now... is actually a good thing, believe it or not. You apparently really like her... and thats good
and even if things don't end well... it was an experience, and a good one, or you wouldn't be afraid to lose it. I have a quote that I'm quite partial
to... "How lucky am I to have known someone that it was so hard to say goodbye to." meh, I like it. I hope things get better. Sorry this took so long
stupid comment character counter thing.
-Bethany
shit... read all of these from the bottom up. lol