Mood: crying (it's not an option). I guess really, I'm feeling defeated..I just..*sigh*...I wish I could make everyone around me happy. I wish I could be truly happy again, but I'd give anything to make the people around me who deserve it happy. I just..I dno..it's crazy how one event in a life can change so much..and I just wish that there was an undo button..or an easy button..or *sigh* I don't know..I just wish that I could make everyone happy.