i held on to you for way to long everything since then has gone wrong but now i see right thru you all when i think bak only bad things i can recall with all the pain and saddness u made me feel i just wish frum the start u wud have fucking been real im sick of you and how u act fake all these years ive been trying not 2 break but now i quit i cnt go on with this much longer i guess in the end this will all make me stronger for now i know im dieing inside and go ahead just think that u tried deep down i kno you can see the truth look at my scars..is that enuff proff i just want you all to go away then maybe for once i will be okay ill give in and tell you that you won but just leave me alone thats it im DONE random writing..dunt make fun..i know it sucks balls