i love my friends exspcially amanda she is so cool and she can't afford heroin so she uses pixie sticks instead.i wish i would had thought of that. sometimes my pain makes me laugh and the more the pain the more i enjoy it.does this make me a bad person?i dont think so i think it makes me unique and it makes well me.it makes me stand out.it makes me bold,suicidal,loving,caring,mean,understanding,and a loyal friend who cares about his friends.at the same time it makes a huge party animal yeeeaahhhhhhhhh! so i leave you with this comment what's the point in living if you never try to life