yeah like i dont know whats happening to me lately but ive been having like problems and like i talk to people and they help me but then i just get new problems. it sucks so bad thats why no matter what happens to me now im just going to ignore it wheiter i get shot or i get grounded. my life is so messed up i think i am near a massive attack to the body. so i will just give all my feelings up and start over with them. my life is going to start over but i will save all of the people that have been there for me. its time for a new start