Listening to: none
Feeling: unwanted
i cant believe i had da guts to confront him bout dis *whew* lol muh heart was pounding so hard durin dis convo it was kinda funna but not really it was more just nervez im guessin.... and i put spaces so it might be easier to read lol
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: Lori no matter what you think i will never replace you nobody could ever take your place out of my heart i love you so much baby you use to say dat to me
nfleitman:did i?
SoMe18mGoldfiSh:yes so im guessin you didnt love me
nfleitman: i did love you don't get me wrong but ppl get fucked up in the head
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: umm u neva loved me
nfleitman: and we've already had this convo many times
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: and u never loved me in da first place
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: cuz if u did when u cheated it wouldnt have mattered if those other girlz got pissed off cuz u didnt leave me like u did them i wouldnt have been some piece of meat that u just threw out
nfleitman: actually i left all the girls and you where the last
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: cuz they told u to
nfleitman: uh no
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: uh yea
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: u told me dat
nfleitman: no cuz i figured i shoulda done that since i left all themt o
nfleitman: not my fault i fold under pressure imma fucking origami
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: ok so i meant nothing to u
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: thats settled
nfleitman: you did
nfleitman: why are you skitzin on me all of a sudden
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: im not skitizin on u ive had time to think bout this
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: and if i had meant nething to u u wouldnt have needed those other gurlz and it wouldnt have mattered if you were pressured or not
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: i meant nothing to u i know the truth so quit lying
nfleitman: i forget you know all and see all sorry
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: no i dont i just know what i know and i know i meant nothing to u
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: u have no clue what love is
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: you love all ur fucking girlfriendz
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: so i meant nothing special
nfleitman: i dont love all of them ive had to many i only love certain ones thank you very much
SoMe18mGoldfiSh: and i wasnt one of those certain ones so just give it up
guys are dickheads.....i hope u feel better! laters
Krystal
hey little one, guys are pigs like women are whores. you have to sort out, i'm experience this again, too. It hurts so much but you cant force a person to love you; maybe the hardest truth in life :/