After seeing "the notebook" and talking to all of my non-single friends(lantye,kelley,drew,pat,and leslie) i feel sooo utterly SINGLE. It's just so booring. I mean it's not like I'm desperate, or that i don't have a life, cuz i like to stay pretty busy whether it's with the play, or just going out w/ friends. I get the most sad/lonely when I'm just sitting around by myself with nothing to do. Like tomorrow isnt gonna be a good day cuz i don't have rehearsal, and so far i dont have anything planned. I know it sounds like i'm all boo hoo, pay attention to me, but that's not what I'm doing. And if I am that should be fine cuz this is my DIARY where im supposed to vent and talk a/b my feelings. I really am starting to think I'm trying too hard, and sorta forcing friendships with the play people. I probably shouldn't write a/b that though b/c a few of the people from the play read this and I don't wanna look stupid, or w/e else. Okay im gonna shut up now....