Listening to: staring down the barrel of a 45
Feeling: frightened
I havent heard from those voices that have been in my head... but its gotten me scared to the fact that I am afraid to talk to a real person... I just keep hearing my name called in the middle of no where...and I will turn to find its owner... and it sounds so real...and I feel I am going to end up like my brother... on meds...and hearing voices...going to the hospital... I dont want to tell my therapist or psychiatrist because I dont know their actions... but...I dont hear the voices often...its rare...but it freaks me out so much...I would say in the last week I have heard it all of 4 maybe 5 times....its never happened so often... and I dont know what to do... james has suggested to talk to my therapist...he says I really need help... I dont want these voices...its always a distince female voice...and I look to see who it is..and no one is in my direction...or no one is around...it mostly happens at school...Im afraid to go tommorow.. but I have to... if I hear it one more time...I am heading straight to the therapist...because I wont stand it no more.. I dont want to be stuck in the white room..
ever see beautiful mind? its a pretty emotionally draining movie but its worth it.
-drea
awww..you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to..if you have AOL or AIM my sn is lilredneckbabii4
Its ok man...I hear the voices too...but you should see A Beautiful Mind....
I agree that you should see your therapist about the whole voice thing...that would freak me out too
i may not be the best example of this, but you should tell someone. Maybe theres a way they can help you without puttin you on meds.
well i can't really interest you but i was signing people's diaries...to make everyone feel special..but im tired so i can't think of anything random...sowwie...
dingle dingle dingle.....
will that work? lol*
its me!!!!
jk.. ive had those!! im gettin them more often than i did a few years ago too.. but i let them be. i figure theres a reason for them.. i wanna go to the white room man! to meh it seems fun. people keep tryin to tell me its not fun at all i dont know what im talkin about but. who cares. i think its cool.. anywho.. hope ya dont have them voices today..