Listening to: Avril Lavigne- Nobody\'s Home
Feeling: bored
well lets get this settled, I never went to Interlachen, Which sucked major ass, A Hurricane Just passed a few days ago allowing another one to travel its path. I have dropped out of the game of love, Im tired of attempting to seek for someone. I mean, I have a list of guys I want, Yet None would want me back. Probably because my poor inequality to be so "enthusiastic"...or "happy".. All I know is. I quit, I dont want to try anymore... I literally mean this. Being Bi Polar, Depressive, and alone. Doesnt add up to be a pretty number. Yet, Other people try to feel sympathy for me, and only do things so It makes me feel better, when thats not what I want... I want someone who will do this because they want to, because it came in their own mind's..and decided to..Not for me...
Is that an eclectic thing? I've heard of Night Sorcery (utter bullshit) but never heard of Nocturnal Witchcraft. I was an occultist but lately I've been kind of finding my own way around it, practicing mainly Thelema, Goetia, Scrying, talking to things that aren't there. Can't go wrong.
Is that an eclectic thing? I've heard of Night Sorcery (utter bullshit) but never heard of Nocturnal Witchcraft. I was an occultist but lately I've been kind of finding my own way around it, practicing mainly Thelema, Goetia, Scrying, talking to things that aren't there. Can't go wrong.
i still love you matt. but i know what ur feeling. its not ever worth the dissapointment sometimes.
I love you too... But I dunno if that makes ye feel any better... Since ye kinda knew that before... feels useless and pouts