ok so i haven't wrote 4 a couple of days, i was trying 2 have a break. Me & Tom have been 'going out' for 6days, out of those i have seen him two of them!! And both days were really awkward, we've hugged, but then we hugged as friends anyway & i haven't even managed to hold hands with him & at the moment i feel bad about it all, cos i don't fancy him & though i'm open with him about being uncomfortable i'm still leading him on in a way. i know i should tell him that its not working, but then part of me wants it to work & part of me knows we're gonna get a heck of a lot of hassle, tho we're getting that anyway. i think if i'm awkward with him 2morro when i see him out of school then i'm going to tell him that its not working & we need to just go back to being friends. If i did it then i know that i would get any moral support i need afterwards cos i won't be going home, i'll be going straight to Girls' Brigade, but thats if i have the courage to tell him, though it shouldn't be that hard cos he knows that i'm not sure & he's ready to accept that we may just be friends. I don't think i should leave it much longer do you?