I'm really hating school, my friends at the mo, theres so much backstabbing & gossiping about me going on, and its nasty & untrue. stacy seems to be behind alot of it, first she told tom that stuff about me using him, and chris knows too & was talking to charlie last night, talking of flirting with me & raping me, using me to see if i had been just using tom. and now she's said that i hacked into charlies email account & they think i still love chris, o & that i'm not really ill, and theres so much crap, but no one will listen to me & believe me other than sam. i hate it, thing is thats probably what they want, they want me not to be able to cope, its all screwed up, nobody is telling the truth, i dont know what the truth is. tom's still refusing to acknowledge my existance. I cant talk to caroline anymore cos i'm not allowed, i nearly had a lift with her tonight, but erin dragged me to her car away from caroline. maybe now really is the time to email matt.