oh gosh im over this ive been seriously considering screwing up my life becoming a bum and never talking seriously to anyone ever again. woeiujflsdjfdslkjfds thank god for sitdiary and complaining. no one wants to listen to this shit except good old shitdiary. ugh i dont want to feel like this ever. im just fucking bummed im not sure if i have a reason to either. lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fuck boys fuck the other gender and their testostarone im not a lesbian but i think girls are better were more beautiful and elegent and just more appealing. and now im just ranting. yea. rant on. yeah i wanna be over this. lets gain 394832094803248 pounds then no one will pay attention to you and i'll just move to africa. yeah.