Listening to: Ben Kweller (I know, I\'m just as bad as Anna)
So guys, this might be the last entry for a while. I'm sort of banned from the internet. For like- ever.
I don't really know about what I'm going to do with my home life. The more my mother hates me, the more I want to leave my REAL family and my unfamily- just be gone. I can't though. I can't leave them. It's too hard. I might keep cutting, but I love them so much.
Maybe my wirsts can just die?
amelia, as your little sister and part of your unfamily (that IS your family) i know there are so many people who love you and would die (ME INCLUDED) if you were gone. just like you say you cant have me go to boarding school, i cant have you gone. i wouldnt know what to do really. i love you lots and forever, and im always here for you any time. NO matter what. we all love you to death...and beyond.
LOVE ellie