cresten.

please.

im sorry.

its so hard.

so hard.

please.

oh god.

im sorry.

so sorry.

i dont know.

i love you so much

im scared.

i want to try something new.

but i love you.

and i dont know.

i mean thats what this is all about..

trying to find what works.

i know you and i do..

and i just want to see maybe it could elsewhere.

i dont know.

im so confused.

last night was hard.

im sorry i didnt call back.

i was talking with him.

please wake up.

please.

dont die....

i didnt die ...for you.

so please.

dont die.. for me.