Okay - I'm seriously confused now. I saw Brad the other day. He finally approached me about our problems and we talked for 3 hours into the wee-hours of the morn. The next day I went to his place because I thought he wanted to try being friends...well... to sum it up... we screwed, and i know i still love him, it fucked up what i had with nick... and now i hate myself even MORE . which, amazingly, is possible....
im sorry...i realy am. i wish i could make it up to u, but i wouldnt take it back. it was fun while it lasted but it just didnt work out...(cont)
maybe it was never ment to be..i hope we can still be great friends tho after i have some time to think..sry i have been ignoring you.ill stop soon...