why do i fall for the ones that don't like me? why do the ones i don't like fall for me?
why can't i understand you? why won't you let me have a look inside, past the surface? why are you so oblivious, why are you so secretive? why can't i figure out what i want?
why do i want you so bad?
sorry so depressing. my mind feels heavy and i had to vent a bit.
maybe its the same reason that the one i want happens to live a bajillion miles away...
...damn distance and mystery.
i hope everything gets better. sometimes, venting is all we need.
postal service love.
-kate