he's not interested in girls.
i mean, he's not gay. he's just not into scoping out girls and getting into them.
so, scratch that last entry. it doesn't matter if i want him or not. the point is, he's not interested in me. and that kind of hurts.
i had a conversation with him on this topic, without trying to let on that i like him...here's part of his reply.
him: way i see it, its not fair to you
him: you shouldn't have to wonder if i'm attracted to you
him: you should just be able to have a friend
is he on to me? i feel like a loser now. i hope he doesn't know...
guys only like skinny girls
Woah.
Maybe your psychic or soemthing.
But thats almost Exactly whats happening to me too lol
Straange days.
Lovely diary I might add.
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