Ive been thinking what is the point why should i try every night i go to bed thinking everything will change the mess i made with my mouth will just disappear Look at me im mess lost inside like everyday...i dont know why Im losing my strength iam willing to give up everything just to keep sanity When will someone open there eyes and tel me everything, do i have too many problems for someone to love me everybody is walking to fast for me to catch up too. Alone i sit here crying like i did yesturday i thought things were going to change, im giving up on everything i have pour all my insides out out to those who say they love me but they dont understand stuck in place where nobody can save me,looking into the eyes of my one good friend he too does not seee the pain i hold..sick of it all thinking maybe i should just let go let go of all my dreams...look i cant believe what iam saying im swore to myself id never let her bring me down,as i look down upon my insides spilled all over the floor i think to myself is the end or will i live the happy ending later on in life.