maybe we could of had it all i thought we did
then you did what you did and i cant seem to untangle my gut, when your nme is around i get soo oh so sickish feeling in me,
i Wonder what is your frame of thinking and when you told me i was beautiful. just befor eyou kissed my mouth what were you thinking,
What was i thinking,i smile to keep going in my day and when they mention you i pause and smile and pretend everything perfect.
You made me happy and content i felt something inside i thought i lost for good
and i wonder why i kissed you soo hard that night, i can remember looking you in the eyes and you understood everything i spoke so why did you not show once again i have this burning intensity inside of me i want to know all the truths that lay upon your head and today was the day i forgot you i hope soon one day you will grow up and realize i was good and you were no good for me thou i looked past it all and wonder if you could be true but i was tryin to hard digging to deep maybe its because im tired of being alone the lonely nights almost killed me.
Hey! From the sound of your past four or five entries, you sound a little down and kinda hurt. Anything i can do to help? Let me know. -bx