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Crazy thoughts from my class notebooks! Funny, just stuff I've written before, during, and between classes. Some of it is interesting, some of it, not, uutavah. Of course, my journal here is usually just thoughts anyhow, so yea, here ya go: "Trust is an equal footing with love for me. If I love you I trust you and vice versa. They are connected as one, so if you remove/affect one, you do it to both. Those are sacred to me and are not to be trivially toyed with. Do that, and expect my relationship to be suddenly very one sided and not in your favor." "You'll be able to tell too, because I will be very unapproachable suddenly, and very quiet. In other words, you'll know when I'm not feeling in high spirits about you, but you won't know why, in what way, or to what extent. Such is my nature to keep things inside, and thus it's hard to be fixed without my help." "I can't stand smokers. They generally either aren't smart or courteous. They tend to be arrogant or some such, and the smoke itself simply pisses me off. If you blow smoke in my face, expect to get a five knuckled fist in yours, because I believe in eye for an eye. You hurt me, I'll hurt you." "Few things are more awesome to me than a charge of heavy cavalry. The thunder of hooves tearing up the earth, whinnies and cries of horses, and the roaring crescendo of the riders themselves is something unmeasureable and uncopyable in the world. Unfortunately, such horsemen existed in the times of kings and castles and they are gone from the world now, except in events specially geared to the displays of skill."
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"annie are you ok

will you tell us that you’re ok

there’s a sign in the window

that he struck you-a crescendo annie

he came into your apartment

he left the bloodstains on the carpet

then you ran into the bedroom

you were struck down

it was your doom"


when I read crescendo it reminded me of this song..ah big brother yet again you've done it again..I found that I relate to a couple of things you said..good stuff.


vannessa