do you know how much i cried yesterday? i'm at school right now, and i'm starting to cry right now! i don't know what i want right now... i'll try to talk to you and deside... i do still love you... i'm just not sure if i want to be with you... but i might... i'll call you soon and we can talk... btw: you told me it was stress from school that was making you not call me... now it's that you were grounded?