You know what, I’m sorry for “flipping outâ€â€¦ I’m PMSing… and I’m sorry… but how would you feel if it were reversed? I do still want to be with you… please don’t just say have a good life… I am sorry… and see, I’m even saying what I promised myself that I never would… saying sorry…
I was all sad... then I thought that maybe we were good, so I got happy again… now it’s back to sadness… I’m use to being sad, but with you, I actually got happiness for a while… and I REALLY liked it… i want that happiness back... and hopefully it's from you...
call me soon or I’ll try to call you… I do love you... and I am sorry… I hope you forgive me…
I know its been awhile since ive called, but i need some time to think this through.I cant keep up this "I love you, I hate you" nonsense anymore.
Everytime im about to call you, you put something up here that really pisses me off.Making me feel bad about not calling or, guilt tripping me.
And the messages you leave for me that sound like your crying and i call you urgently thinking something is genuinely wrong but your absolutely fine.
I cant handle the stress of Having to be home early or using someones phone to call you to make sure you havent either hurt yourself or went off on me
(1)It just drives me crazy how i have to talk to you at least once a day, and if i dont i check here and its all hate aimed at me.
Every single time i havent been able to either see you, or talk to you.Theres been a reason why.And id of thought by now youd know that.
But i guess nothing has changed. Im going to continue talking to you through here, but i dont know if im ready to talk to you quite yet.