i really dont know what to think anymore only thing that makes me feel good at this point are drugs. god they're so good. this is what happens kids when * you feel rejected ; unloved ; & pushed away from the one you love * you feel like you can't make anyone happy * you stress out about your future * and you feel as if you dont have any friends - yeah jonathan, i love you too. thanks for fucking "caring".



edit--- things are okay with yani now? i think? we still need to talk talk but i'm still meh :[