Listening to: dirty sanchez-fucking on the dance floor
Feeling: disappointed
people love standing me up and i'm use to it now. sucks
my cousin might move in with us and it would be best if she did. then maybe i can have companionship...for both of us :)
i talked to my friend alex and i'm glad he called me right before i got into the shower. talking about mines & being veggies is fun. but he called me a jewish nigger. :/
ohhh and i actually see that i really don't have friends & i'm starting not to give a shit. &&& i'm getting off my medication, fuck that.
anette.
it's ok.
I really fucking miss you ok? and I'm sorry for not even giving a proper hi to you earlier.
It's been really hard for me too anette. I mean, eveytime I say to myself "i know she's gonna think I don't want to talk to her or I don't care and I'm being a huge ass for that." But it's so painful because I want to be there. But I'm such an idiot for liking you more and it worries me that if I say something stupid then you won't want to talk to me ever. it's so fucking hard.
so it could've been just us two thursday? and I fucking missed out.
these arre the things that make me want to strangle myself.
so i really want to talk to you saturday. im gonna be at a friends gig but i will call you and i swear to you this time we wil talk. i need to. and im so sorry. you mean everything to me anette. you really do. I wish you the best luck on your test saturday. i miss you and well.. yeah .
ya i kno i should but they both do. by the way you are really pretty.
well.. im deffinately not almost to do drugs.. thats appalling
Hey. is that you with the fipped pic. thingy? Your really pretty. :)
-Kristy
yeah maybe