why do people even care what i have to say? why does it mean n e thing?? i learned somtine today u dont actually no how much u need somone until ther gone!! and its wierd b.c a lot people say it but it hasnt aplied until!! the u dont no what u had until it is gone did for ice skating!! but it has never applied abotu people b4!! u wanna no the truth this is for everyone!!! being mean has always been my defence mecinizme in every situation for every emotion i have ever felt!! and im runnign awaay and im hidign form it!! b.c i have run out of advice and answers and im scarred!! i just dont no what to do!!! im tierd i just try to walk through life emotionless and that couises me to b mean it causes me to try to look and sound like i dont care waht is happeneing when really its the total oposite!!! ~*Kisses*~korke