Somtimes when im bored, sad, upset, or alone i catch myself looking at sarah's picture on her stlpunk page. i suppose subconciously i suppose if i look at it enough she will some how appear next to me adn life will be u no back ot how it used to be. i no this will never happen. mayb i think the more if i look at it some how david will apear. i no this will never happen as well. i suppose sometimes things will get better. just not today.