2:34 Early Wednesday Afternoon Burma. I looked around, I saw the news I wish I hadn't. It's been a while since I cried for the world. I feel it coming on. I wish I didn't. crying does no good it only bruises my eyes and clogs my head and makes my fingers shake. I just don't feel very good. I'm sick of this election. I'm sick of the democratic candidates being catty and stupid. it's almost enough to make a girl go republican. I bought a pirated "Team Obama" shirt in san francisco. It's XL and light blue. I don't know what i'm going to make out of it yet. I haven't worked on my rug in a long time. Things To Do Before Going to New Zealand: Work Make an appointment to get a haircut dilly dally in the garden DDR party Buy gifts for Allpresses Make new clothes (Travel skirt especially) Finish rug Clean room I made 300 bucks on my last paycheck. :) I can now pay for belly dancing and my credit card bill (not that i really couldn't before, it's just easier now). People whom I expect to party with upon arrival in New Zealand: Geniesa Arina / Rebecca (I want to meet this person!) Chris Tom John Yvetti Alyssa I wish Laura wasn't in Auckland!!! and everyone else. because i am tired of feeling left out. guess who comes back in january yeah Steve. ok. my coffee is cold. I had lunch with my mom today. I love her. As much as i love my parents and sister... I keep itching to move out. even if it wouldn't be very far away. I just...want to exercise some amount of autonomy. i'm 20 years old for christ's sake. i just wish that it was easier to make money and go to school at the same time.