weel hello folks. i am feeling slightly better today, but my throat is worse, hence the title of the entry. im really worried about a person very close to me. he's feeling really depressed because of situations he sometimes tells me about or sometimes doesnt. he keeps blaming himself for everything thats goin wrong, even though none of it is his fault, and no one else is blaming him and....i really shouldnt be talking about this. ............ *clears throat* me and gemma have been following in my brothers footsteps, and using the words 'fish' and 'donkey' to mean just about anything. we even put the words into an existing song, just like my brother does. by brother is actually insane. 'How can you see into my fish, like open fish? leading you down into my fish. where i've become so fish. without a fish, my donkey sleeping somewhere fish, until you find it there and lead it back, fish.' i could probably go on to write the whole song, but i wont bore you. keep smiling people, i know its hard but we might as well make the effort while we can. bye! xxx =)