Well I didn't go to school today because my ankle hurt like he11. I am so in the dumps right now my emotions are on the fritz. I start to tear up on like emotional songs which I never do. I start to think about everything that is going on right now and I start to tear up also. It hasn't been a good time with a family problem, that I will probably post later. Anyways I also found out we might move to Seattle and I really don't want to go. If I have to I will probably find an apartment. I have a great life here and don't feel like leaving everything. But on an up note I finally got to talk on the phone with my gf last night. It was so great just to hear her voice again. She is so great and I can actually say I love her. I've never felt like this for anyone before she is so great. Well we talked for a good 20 minutes before her phone started to die. Oh ya I have to go to orthopedixs tomorrow at nine. I am so scared because I don't want to get a pin. I am praying more than I ever have before, I just hope someone up there hears me.