Well I went to my first ever concert tonight. It was Superchick, 11endy 7, 7th Day Slumber, and 2 other ones! But I met up with Sarah today at the concert and well I figured something out. The only one I fucking hate that I messed up in a relationship is Sarah. I miss her and seeing her tonight made me realize how bad I miss her! I hate that I messed up my future with her. Haha sounds stupid right, but I still love love her. Of course I'll never tell her though. I don't want to hurt her again! Her's something I wrote for her! I've been laying here for a while Wondering what to do My head's been runnning around for miles Thinking of how I hurt you And now I'm standing here While my heart splits in two As I wipe away these tears Not knowing what to do ----------------------------- (chorus) And now all I'm thinking about Is when I really knew When I began to start To really fall for you As this cold wind rushes past my face While I srat to think of the time When I felt your sweet embrace Knowing that you were mine ---------------------------- I fell way to close Connected by the heart Your what I miss the most But I faultered at the start I thought I would be with you Everything was going smooth But then you did it too I should have know you'd do it too (chorus again) For that short sweet time I broke your heart and mine