Listening to: Puddle of Mudd-Control
Feeling: bittersweet
I got up today...and well, I didn't feel very good, I even missed morning practice.......I feel like such a failure. I have for like the past 2 weeks. My knees hurt, I can't breathe right now.
I don't feel very good.....sorry..
have to go
well at least you have the motivation. I have no motivation like at all.. well today and yesterday i kinda did.. but i was more like guilt becuase i haven't been trying my hardest but i have the last couple of days and if felt good.. i still feel like i have no motivation though