I want a tattoo, about a square inch big, behind my right ear. Sabina had one, and it was the cutest/coolest thing that I have ever seen. it was a Chinese symbol that meant "death". It's awesome. Oh my gosh, how I want one. Wow. I must visit the Phillipines. It sounds amazing, I'm so jealous. So many of my friends have been so many amazing places and where have I been? Uh...the U.S., Australia, New Zealand, Tasmania. *sigh* One day when I'm rich and I can afford to go anywhere I want I'll go to Fiji, Europe, China, Africa, Carribean, Hawaii, all those exotic places. She's so cool. Chris makes me laugh. It worked very well today. I didn't look or notice anything. It felt good to be driving, and just stare straight ahead, to look at them and not feel anything for them. It felt good.... ......to feel a little bit more independent, and less....wanting. Go me.