bows in praise

Kewlayde.

I know what you mean but its hard. Sometimes I have to force myself to eat anything. Even to look at food or smell it is hard now. I'm struggling. Trying to read books. I'm glad I'm not in denial of my problems. I would be in a mess.--

Its like when I stop for a while. When I think I have quit it altogether but I really don't even want to quit. But I try to be strong but then I just stop eating. I cut to allow myself to go eat a lot of junk food. God I might even sound crazy. Do I?--