Friday It was a good day... Until my contact seriously hurt me. Called Min to bring me solution and a case. Went blind in one eye the rest of the day. Nausea. Blindness. Blurry. Pale. Headache. I felt sick. I felt like passing out. Is that normal? I thought it was just cuz I couldn't see with my good eye, but I didn't really have a choice. Got on the bus dazed and didn't move...blurry dots. Stumbled home, through the door, ingoring the adults eating dinner and crawled up the stairs. I remember stumbling over stuff on my floor and making it to the bed. I kinda..passed out after that. I don't remember much of anything after that.. til Sunday morning. I'm sure I did something- woke up once?- Friday night, but it was so..far away... Saturday I don't remember much of that day... I know I left the house for like two hours at least cuz I saw Mindy and spent like $25. But I don't remember...much else. Just sleeping. Forever sleeping. When I lay my head down, each time feels like I just collasped out of exhaustion, and not of my own will. What is happening to me? Grandma says it's the flu. I don't think the flu includes passing out for basically three days. But okay. Sunday I couldn't remember what day it was, let alone what time my church is, let alone being able to stand a bit without passing out. So I laid in bed. I got the book Eclipse. Been reading that when I'm not sleeping... I think. I'm almost disappointed I was bed-ridden for like 3 days...but what else would I do? I don't know if I was just okay laying in bed all the time or if I didn't really...realize that I couldn't...stand up effeciently. Weird. I don't remember what I ate. But I know I ate a lot when I was awake. Always snacking. Not the healthiest foods, but still. I don't want to go to school. When one receives the gift of happiness The usual reaction would be to share it with others Why is that?