I sat in bed for like 7 straight hours watching TV last night.

By the end I was talking to my dog as if he was the last living mammal on the planet.

He thought I was crazy.

I thought so too. But hey, at least I was talking, not a complete vegetable.

This obession with this TV show is getting out of hand.

I now understand when they say the ppl on tv become your friends during those dark times times in your life.

I guess when I moved out of Gmas the 70's Show characters were my friends every night for months too.

Apparently Mum hijacked my vacation/bday/Easter trip and is making it a church history tour instead of a Washington D.C. trip.

Back to vacationing with my parents.

"Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didnt do for you.

Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see what is good for you"

-Blue October: Hate Me

"Where loneliness is history

Told to pack his shit and leave

Where guidance is a fortune

Told to help in time of need.

And were crying isn't secret

Its the art of how we grieve

And lessons are the key

To every goal I will acheive

I will acheive"

-Blue October : Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek

Whenever someone mentions New Years Resolutions I always remember only one resolution of Resas from her journal entry from like 2011:

Floss, bitch, floss!

It cracks me up every time. I like to think its one of my resolutions now. But it only seems effective when you say it like she did.... Makes me laugh every time.