last night i went to starbucks w/ rache and jackie.good times. spilled coffee down my pants. jackie carved our names into the table. i dont mean she scratched the finish she CARVED them deeply into the wood. i am forever a part of starbucks. today was the first day of real cc practice. i ran with the chubby people in the back.ha..its funny how ive done this for 3 years and hardly made any visible improvement whatsoever. i love how fucked up my diary is..every time i scroll it all runs together.. i think ive been in denial that jackie is going to another school next year, but i started to think about it at practice..its sad but well have a starbucks/gelato night. i gave up on the house of mirth..the book is whiny and boring.i hate the main charecter so sparksnotes it is.im liking a clockwork orange though. i decided not to go on the camping trip.id rather do the newspaper thing.im such anerd deciding between 2 school events to go to in my last 2 weeks of break. ill stop typing before sit craps out on me. too late.. --- i almost had a head on collision tonight..ididnt know what theyd done to 116 and thought i should be to the right of the cones..glad my windows were down so i could hear myself get called a "stupid bitch"