school starts in one week.for some reason everytime i think about it makes me want to throw up or cry.weird. i was all emotional before practice yesterday.i hate when i get that way. i kept thinking about how things are changing.change makes me nervous. all i could think while i was running was how i just wanted to get in my car and listen the ataris.that cd just always makes me feel good and i hadnt heard it for months.and it really did make me feel better. i have so much i need to be doing but all ican think about is how much i just want to getaway.im still hoping chicago will work. --- this site works at school!