so... i feel a lot better now then when i wrote thta last entry. Fuck being a goth i am actually pretty happy being a spaz. i have gotten over some stuff, some stupid stuff, but im over it, water under the porpose!! so im really hyper and horny!! in a good way. like the Yes-I'm-Horny-And-Know-Im-Not-Gay-Wow-That-Girl-Has-A-Nice-Ass kinda horny, and i really want to go to a night club and grind with people and stuff, so if anyone has ne suggestions tell me. Ben