Listening to: Ludacris- Whats Your Fantasy
Feeling: befuddled
So i havent been on here in a while to update, but popular demand brought me here now.
I'm tired of some things and have wanted to restart for a while now so i think its the best thing to do right now. who knows what will happen, maybe ill realize that its ok how it is now, or maybe i will never be the sam, but thats how shit is right now so if you dont here from me for a few days, im takeing the cards advice and thinking and figureing out what im going to do about things.
Ben
P.S.
i'm changing my e-mail and maybe my diary.
hmmmm, bored huh? well that is life for you. don't change too much cause i still want to be able to reach you
why did you tell carla you are upset. whats up?
i was checking out some of your friends sites and they are pretty twisted. maybe i am just too tired to be objective. how are you and the family well chat later binky
you hate typing? you are going to hate me kicking you ass more i guarentee it bub. well love lots binky
hey ben i'll be off in a little bit, my msn isn't working so yeah when i get off call me!