mmm sweet spirit. I had new beginnigs. Felt discouraged and not the best I could be. STarted to cry. sang for them with my friends. I didnt get any awards. but..It's my own fault. Personal progress isnt easy for me. dang oh dang. My back hurts and I just want to sleep and not wake up. I'm out of purdie's class. in Gohier's. yuk! get me out of there. phew... yay... I'm waiting for Leslie to come, I hope she does. but It is late. She's always willing to talk and jabber on. I;m stressed to the max. I almost fell down a flight of stairs outside. But, that was funny and something to laugh about. I saw my future life. A mini van and yelling at the window to the other minivan mom about how lazy the husband is. ...oh mom...say it isnt so.