I wish things werent so awkward with me and matt cook, and I wish I could just talk to him like a normal person. but he did sign my journal! what a cutie! awwwww... last night a bunch of us went skating. landen looked hot in his pink shirt, what a funny guy. then today I went to laurens brothers farewell. he's so cute, and its awesome when a guy cries. well, most the time it is. I like sensitive boys... Now Im off too read #6! toodles!