mmm... I'm so stupid sometimes. I'm going to be the reason for mass murders soon. Can't you see it? headline news! "It's the KIWI's fault" anyways... I am really sorry for the way I acted. I let things get to me sometimes. I just feel... oh, me and landen used to be way close. I guess this is what you get when you break up. yikes. hmm...silly naive kirsten. I feel so bad. sometimes I over react. its the 'freakout' genes I have in me. you should see my sister! wow! so, I talked to spencer today...he doenst think I'm boy crazy which is a relief. I know it sounds dumb. but... yes. he said its good to like a lot of people. and I agree. well, for me anyways. I've gone back to my normal ways of being frightened to death to even talk. :) hmm. oh the normal teenage dramas. friends fighting. family driving you crazy. hmm... "you've got to learn how to laugh"