i did pull the too sick to go to lessons tonight. but again, i do feel much like shit. my neck keeps swelling more and more. i think i was kinda delierious earlier. i was laying on the couch and fromt there i can see into my moms room. she had this white bathrobe hanging on her bedpost and to me it looked like a ghost. almost like a kkk member. but it taked to me? sort of. it startled me at first. i swear it was a spirit. we sat there and stared at each other for a long time. i wanted it to make the first move. it didnt but thats when it said hello. and i got freaked out. so i fell asleep and jared called and woke me up. my neck is really swolen. maybe im going to die. that would kinda suck... since lately i havent really been wanting to die. im just itchy all over tho. its got to be stupid puberty. again. i know cuz i have to move up a bra size again. like you wanted to know that