you might think i was the bigest dumbfuck at reading people but believe it or not i can tell with the flutter of a heart when someone is having second thoughts about being with me i can tell when the thought of taking a break comes across someones mind i can tell when feelings "just change" and someone starts to overanyalize the relationship i AM sick now and not because of a virus or bacterial infection it cuz i know where these feelings always go if theyre not talked out i dont want to be dumped.......... i need a cigarette im scared and nervous now god i knew it i was being so blind trying to pretend it was nothing i even asked you about it.. im probably being paranoid but this is one of those conclusions i jump to because its happened so much before brinkmanship of a relationship gggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwddddddd