how does this keep happening? what am i doing wrong? it's not intentional, the damage i'm doing... i merely wanted to be their friends... i treated them like brothers... except with my brothers i didn't have to worry about them falling for me! ironically, it's not so easy for me to grab the attention and affection of the guys i'd like to... it's like fate and my mojo are working in some freaky collusion against me, offering me some but not all, as i must unintentionally be doing to these poor fellows. i'm sorry! i didn't mean to mislead you, and if i've given you the wrong impression, then i apologize! nine out of the eleven guy friends i have, at one point (or currently), harbored feelings for me. is it me? but then how do you explain the fact that no other boys have ever bothered with me? twisted fate or sideways mojo? who knows... not i... i just feel bad because i don't think i can have male friends anymore. things get out of hand. sometimes a girl just wants to be friends, people!