"tell me something thats sure to break my heart,

cuz everythings my fault

and i know, i deserve to be alone

cuz everythings my fault"

ALL MY FAULT- FENIX TX

So I'm getting better. almost all done with the sickness.

So nothing really to talk about. Just on here cuz I havent updated in like 2 days! gasp... or something.

"..so I dreink myself to sleep and then I hide beneath the sheets..."

sorry I was singing. and now Im done.

"...hang up the phone and then i come back down. miss you and i hope your doin... miss you and i hope your doin... miss you and i hope your doin well..."

I lied.

well,

my mom is a shrew

my brother is always busy

jenae is preoccupied with everythingm but me

brett is in chico

andres is at work

I'm bored

dumm deeeeeee dooooooooo...

oh yeah. I quit my job. haha Im a loser. cuz I have no car. and I need a car. so I had to... I need a bike or something. and a bus pass. and another job.

The Billy Graham thing is coming up... that should be cool. yeah.

I had a dream about my old friend alex king...I was at some sort of virtual reality ride at magic mountain and then i got off and i thought it sucked and i was being a dork waiting for my friend and then I saw alex and i was gonna talk to him but he was with a friend so i just sat on this empty trash can and it started rolling and i slid down this walkway thing and he was laughing and then i did talk to him and he looked different. but i havent seen him in like a year. maybe more. I dunno i thought it was weird that I'd have a dream about him. miss that kid.

I saw matthew smoking outside his house a couple nights ago. that kid needs to stop that.. he's too skinny to be smoking.

lalala.

I keep going to read my book and i never do.. I am a loser. I need to just sit down and read it. The Choosing God's Best one... yeah.

I wanted to go into a chat room today cuz its been like a year or 2 since i last went in a chat room.. and it wouldnt work. it sucked and i was grrrrr-ed.

They are coming out with the ring 2... creep me out. no.. the ring is not a scary movie.. but for me.. its so creepy cuz of past experiences and and and this new one looks creepier. and no, i will not see it. that'd be crazy psycho.

IM GONE!