work was gay. friday im asking for a raise and if i dont get it.. im... not going to quit becuase i cant afford it. BUT! i will send them all nasty letters telling them they look fat in overalls.. ooooooh! i was late for my appintment with PJ. i thought it was at 5:30 but it was at 5. And if that wasnt bad enough.. i went to the wrong panda express. And if THAT wasnt bad enough i saw brett and mike there. and and it was weird and brett wasnt very delighted to see me which he made very clear. bleh. who cares. mike was nice tho. hope i wasnt rude. probably was tho. i only got to meet with PJ for about 15 minutes. traffic was ridiculous. stupid san fernando road. Im moving out in the morning. i told my mom. she even got out of me where.. she didnt take it very well. better than i thought but oi.. im scared. not for reasons that may seem obvious. others. and some that im not too sure about yet. im gonna die of an anxiety disorder.. or an ulcer. k well.. goodnite.