alright i got it back to the way it was..im happy..yay....feelign really wierd today bc i am wearing yellow...its very..bright. Anyways heres something i wrote last night when i was pissed at someone. As much as i was pissed i was thankful bc it inspired me to paint and write again! yay. ok its nothing too poetic but just thoughts from an angry teen: To Ashley: You're so completely twisted and I fucking hate you your disgust grows everyday and I just want to shoot you You've got all these thoughts that are warped by what your brutal society has taught you. And where have they got you? On the cover of fucking seventeen? Do they guys all love the life you lead and the fake smiles smeared across your face? Your vision sickens me and your perception saddens me maybe its not your fault your so fucking vile maybe its not your fault you live a life of lies and hatred based on whats cool. But you know what? fuck you! Argh..why am I friends with his friends?Its obvious his name is going to come up practically every second...humm