Feeling: RAD I'm ahead (in some sick way), in this game that only I know I am playing. and I feel good. For once I have some sort of power. But to use it is the question. I could detroy what I hate but at the same time crush someone I care for. Its tough, but I think I have to put aside my ambition for winning so that I dont lose something greater than the satisfaction. haha no one knows what im talking about but I do! I'm speaking in medaphors! even though I hate when people do that. But hey! Let's be hypicritical today! Why the fuck not. ta ta mother fuckers!